Alot of this is from memory. I was laying in bed the night before surgery anxiously feeling scared. Why not? But I was kinda excited and happy the wait was finally going to be over and I can get somewhere. But more thoughts came and I couldn't sleep. I kept waking up my partner Jessica up in the night as I was fearful of what could happen. Kept pacing up and down. I remember a bible verse that came to me from when I was in College saying "Be still and know that I am God" as soon as this came to mind I prayed. I manage to get some sleep thank The Lord. I had to be up by 5:45am and all cleaned up and ready to go. Alarm went off and Jessica and I got up. No food or drink and it hit me. This was the moment. 50/50 chance. I am having surgery the shocking moment of realization that I am having major surgery and I won't see my family for maybe 3 days or so and I will be in Intense Care Unit. As time went my mother and father who graciously stayed at a hotel next door came ...
January 18th 2013 changed my life forever. Just being 19 and a few weeks away starting my dream to study Film at University, to being diagnosed with a brain tumor. To which then turned to glioblastoma multiforme grade IV brain tumor, the most deadly and aggressive type of brain cancer. This is my journety to share how I will cope with a life threatening change. Never take life for granted! Here is my story on how I defeated it!